Living in Full Bloom!

I only know what I know I have never been where I have been now. I shall start with my smiles, it is the best I have. Might seem like so little, I think it is a lot through life’s struggles I have fought altogether and came out of where I am.

I have felt all confused. I have felt I have no clues.

Fingers locked together in dismay, I used to look up in the sky and ask, “Why”?

I mean, there is so much more to life then why do you have to everytime ruin it for someone or something and take away a little of goodness, a little of positive energy out of you ? 

Why do you have to run after someone to get the validation you deserve, to get all the love you deserve or because you did it for them? 

He says,

"Be so busy living life, making life, crushing it to bliss that you have no time for fear, regrets and drama"

Following when I sat in my own place of patience, keeping busy with myself, what I needed flowed to me without any pain or regret or drama.

From this I understood that what I wanted, was looking for me too, was attracting me too, All smiles. All graces. In the very beginning, it may seem really difficult to spend time with yourself but when you do trust me ! It isn't any less beautiful. It’s bliss. I promise. 

And, you don't have to be a star to be the hero of your own story. 

I know self-love is the most overworked term for y'all but you can count on me,

Investing on yourself >>>> Investing on others

I believe there's a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself and it doesn't need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventures. Fall asleep amidst the woods. Wander around the city. Walking miles. All in your shoes. Go to a coffee shop on your own. Feed yourself, your very own three pints Espresso. Leave notes in library books. Dress up for yourself. Smile a ALOT. Do all the things you love. You can't survive without. Live for yourself. Be happy on your OWN because no one's hella go and do that for you. 

Have y’all been doing the same ? When was the last time, you really had a good time with yourself ? Did you question yourself, what  I'm doing really makes me happy or am I doing it to make others happy?

I hope you live a life you're proud of. 

I hope you feel things you never felt before. 

I hope you meet new people with a different point of view.

Enjoy your own company. 

LOVE YOURSELF THE MOST.

Sending love to everyone outta there, 

From knowingly yours,

Nandi :”))